It's Thursday!!!!

And that means....

Fantastic!!!! Not sure what our plans are exactly, but it'll be nice to have some family time.  It never seems like there's enough of that :)  I do have to say, I could use some warmer weather.  6* just isn't cutting it for me at the moment.  

Yesterday I got my first Ipsy bag!!! I was excited - Claire was soooo sad that SHE didn't have a package on the porch.  She was crying. lol  Girlfriend needs some mail!! But I used my new nail polish and painted her nails and that made things a little better.  Here's all the goodies I got in my bag:

I'm excited because I'll use everything!  This will be fun to get each month!  

And now for the weight/diet/body talk. My eating has been once again out of control :(  I haven't stepped on the scale and don't want to.  I feel huge. I look huge.  It's really depressing looking in the mirror.  It's like "How the heck did this happen?!"  I mean, I know HOW but it's just crazy.  For the longest time, I never felt "that" big.....and granted, I wasn't THIS big, but still. I never realized - even though I wasn't happy with my body, I didn't think I was as big as I was. I really need to get to at the very least logging in MFP.  For those of you who use it, I do have a new MFP name.  I wanted to start fresh - not see and be depressed with how much I've gained, so my new name is kdw0603 (yes, similar, but different ;) 

Part of me wants to say, "Well it's already Thursday, I may as well wait until Monday to start" ---  actually, I have said that this morning...especially since I didnt' bring my lunch today and just want to pig out on bad stuff....BUT right now the good part of my brain is kicking in and telling me that "uh, girl, you're logging today" so I will :-D

So to make me feel a little better --- and make my goals seem a little more attainable --- I did adjust my MFP goal.  My first goal is 250....UGH.....as that sucks to say, I'll feel good actually reaching a goal --- even if I weighed that just months ago and now I've got 40 lbs to go to get there......Like I said, I haven't weighed myself lately, but I'm sure I'm right around here.

So anywhoooo - I'm gonna log today and see where that gets me.  Baby steps, Katie...baby steps... 

xoxo

--Katie